finally this word appears in my life. i never thought it would yet i brush it aside telling myself i could handle this yet... my life seems to be turning upside down. what is wrong???
everything is short lived. we live for moments that last longer only in our minds than what actually exists. yes, i am finding indelible glitches and inconsistences in my good intentions and my deeds.....
i feel a sense of "lostness". I know I am lucky enough to be somewhere but still I want to be somewhere else. the pressures have been there for as long as I can remember. i want to escape from them all so i end up opening accounts in Multiply, Friendster, Facebook and self blogs... toys to play with. I want it everything but i really have no idea what i really want, funny huh?
Everything change so fast, i can't seem to get into the rhythm but we have to change along with it.
Now I am growing out of proportions: my clothes tearing as I expand, wrinkles appearing and white hairs showing. I become so volatile... again... where am I? I am thinking it the end but I end up starting anew..
Thursday, December 18, 2008
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